Early August Post

Sorry it's been so long since I've written.... life has a way of getting in the way. I didn't post it in my last entry, but at the beginning of June I was let go from my job. The day before my sales manager was let go due to not properly training and advising us, and we were given a rousing speech about how we were going to be properly instructed from that point on, it was a new beginning, blah blah blah you get the idea. I went home stoked. 3 hours into shift the next day, bam! Gone.

Anywho...

Not a lot has happened really one way or another. Sadly.

I have been talking on and off again with my friend who came to the lot. She's been pretty busy with finishing her classes, taking her tests, and getting settled in with her new job, so we haven't really had a chance to do anything. It's not for lack of trying though!

Same goes for the young lady who saw me at the store. We've got tentative plans to see a movie, but it seems like our schedules keep getting a bit crossed. She's going to be moving across the country in a few weeks, so I am not holding out any hope for anything long term, but at the same time I'd like to show her what she's going to be missing.

I started talking with the young lady from Plenty of Fish again. She's been busy trying to take care of her girls, so communication has been rather sparse but sounds like we could end up going out sooner or later.

My red-headed friend is now in a relationship, and I couldn't be happier for her. He comes across as a very nice guy, and that's what she deserves. I wish them all the best.

I've started talking with a few other women I've met on OK Cupid. If anything develops, it's sure to be posted here first.

I recently had the opportunity to see a lady I had a torch for years ago, and things were great. I'm not sure what's going to happen, but I'll just kinda keep things as was and see if anything develops one way or the other. It probably wouldn't end up as a case of "The One" as she might be relocating to Texas to continue her career. If anything, we'll always be good friends.

I attempted to sever ties with my ex. I hadn't spoken with her for several weeks, resulting in my removing her from my social networking lists. She texted me not long after, and it wasn't until several days later that she noticed I was no longer on her list on the one she primarily uses. After some bellyaching I re-added her. I don't know why I continue to associate with her. I know now that I was nothing more than a rebound, and while she denies it, all evidence points to that. By speaking with her at all, it lets her maintain control over me and it really sucks. I need to be my own man, and find my own happiness. And that's hard when you have someone hovering who won't let you accept your unhappiness as your own, as well as constantly lord their happiness over you. I would never wish this situation on my worst enemy.

Well, with any luck I'll be able to update more often. Thanks for reading.

And, as always, feel free to drop any comments or advice in the comments. AND, don't be afraid to tell your friends about this blog. BUT, if you know who I am (and you know who you are) DO NOT tell them who I am; some people might recognize people in the situations present and ruin the whole purpose of "Mr. Anonymous"...

Nearly the end of June update

So here we are nearing the end of June, and things aren't going very well in any aspect of my life at the moment. Of course, this blog isn't meant to dwell on any of those but one, so here it goes.

Girls I'm interested in, or have been for a while, are disappearing from the face of the planet it seems like. They just disappear.

I've got maybe one or two good leads, one a gal I unknowingly went to school with that I connected with a few years back online, and we've been talking back and forth since... we ran into each other the other day at the store, but of course she saw me, I didn't see her (when she mentioned it I thought she was someone else I'd seen I thought might be her), and I was DEFINITELY not at my finest... ratty clothes, week's worth of stubble... sexy, if you like that kind of thing! We passed quickly I guess, so maybe she didn't notice...

The other gal I'm sorta interested in is one I did go to school with, had a lot of classes with, and recently re-connected with when she came to me at my work to see if I could get her a good deal, which I should mention I would do for any of my friends. We've been texting a lot, then she got her phone shut off, and now she has a new number, and we'll see if things pick up again. She has a new job, so I don't want to bug her.

The gal I started chatting with off of the Plenty of Fish has been running silent, and I don't know why. I'll try and figure that out, but as I said at the beginning of the entry, I've got other issues to deal with too, more important.

There's a few women I've run across lately that just want to do the physical part, and I find myself debating whether or not I want to give in to the urge. It's been about a year, so maybe I should treat myself, but at the same time I want it to mean something, so I wouldn't really be enjoying myself.

My redheaded friend and I are speaking a little more often now, and perhaps will spend some time together in the near future... We'll see though.

Nothing ever happened with the girl from the kegger... Sad, she was fun....and cute.

My ex and I have spoken a handful of times since we last met up. For the best, but I still can't help but feel a little sad, because I'm losing someone special to me. But I need to move on.

Anyhow, that's really about it. I'll get more in depth a little later on, but hopefully before the end of the month! As always, advice and suggestions are welcome in the comment section.

Love, Peace, & Chicken grease!