Nearly the end of June update

So here we are nearing the end of June, and things aren't going very well in any aspect of my life at the moment. Of course, this blog isn't meant to dwell on any of those but one, so here it goes.

Girls I'm interested in, or have been for a while, are disappearing from the face of the planet it seems like. They just disappear.

I've got maybe one or two good leads, one a gal I unknowingly went to school with that I connected with a few years back online, and we've been talking back and forth since... we ran into each other the other day at the store, but of course she saw me, I didn't see her (when she mentioned it I thought she was someone else I'd seen I thought might be her), and I was DEFINITELY not at my finest... ratty clothes, week's worth of stubble... sexy, if you like that kind of thing! We passed quickly I guess, so maybe she didn't notice...

The other gal I'm sorta interested in is one I did go to school with, had a lot of classes with, and recently re-connected with when she came to me at my work to see if I could get her a good deal, which I should mention I would do for any of my friends. We've been texting a lot, then she got her phone shut off, and now she has a new number, and we'll see if things pick up again. She has a new job, so I don't want to bug her.

The gal I started chatting with off of the Plenty of Fish has been running silent, and I don't know why. I'll try and figure that out, but as I said at the beginning of the entry, I've got other issues to deal with too, more important.

There's a few women I've run across lately that just want to do the physical part, and I find myself debating whether or not I want to give in to the urge. It's been about a year, so maybe I should treat myself, but at the same time I want it to mean something, so I wouldn't really be enjoying myself.

My redheaded friend and I are speaking a little more often now, and perhaps will spend some time together in the near future... We'll see though.

Nothing ever happened with the girl from the kegger... Sad, she was fun....and cute.

My ex and I have spoken a handful of times since we last met up. For the best, but I still can't help but feel a little sad, because I'm losing someone special to me. But I need to move on.

Anyhow, that's really about it. I'll get more in depth a little later on, but hopefully before the end of the month! As always, advice and suggestions are welcome in the comment section.

Love, Peace, & Chicken grease!