May Update, and I'm confused...

Well, here we are, halfway into another month, and once again I haven't written in some time. I'm so bad at this blogging thing.

My friend that I had gone to the game with months ago is now seeing someone. Guess I got too caught up in work to make much of an effort with this one. I hope she's happy, and that things work out for her.

I haven't really talked with The Redhead much over the last few months, but she started texting me again recently. I wonder if she had a change of heart towards me or if she just has nobody else to talk to.

I still have not met the gal I met on Plenty of Fish, but eventually we might actually meet.

After not being able to go out to the club since right after my last entry, I haven't seen either of the dancers. Both are no longer working for that club anymore now, as I discovered last night. The better looking of the two I guess was really sick for a while and then hasn't come back to work yet, and might be at another club. The other one, the one who gave me her number, got busted for illegal substances. Guess there's nothing down that path. Couple of the new gals aren't bad looking though, and now that I have some financial issues behind me, I might be able to relax a little more often.

I met a gal the other night at a coworker's b-day keg party. We met while I investigated the hot tub, which she was stewing in. We chatted for the remainder of the night, and I got her number. She's pretty nice, hope I can go out with her.

That's about it for news. I hope to be able to update a little more often now.

Oh, and my ex has started talking to me more and more lately. She was passing by a couple weeks back and proposed we meet and chat. Things were really awkward. For me, the most awkward thing is that I know she's happy with her current partner, and I'm moving on, slowly but surely. However, she knows how I feel, and still wants me to keep up hope that maybe someday things will work out, and I don't know why I should. It makes me both sad and mad. I wonder if perhaps she'll move on finally, so I can move on finally. I've been contemplating telling her to leave me alone but then again I don't know that I could if I tried.

As always, feel free to comment or give advice. I could use some this time around...

April is a slow month

And yet I haven't found time to update this all month, or since my last entry. Working as much as I do now really sucks!

So I got the phone number figured out with the dancer. We've chatted a bit but I haven't had much time to visit her lately.

I've been talking with a lot of people from my past lately, some for better and some for worse. The ex keeps bringing up things that are causing me pain, although I don't think she knows it. Girls I knew back in high school are talking with me more, and being flirty. Not sure how to process that.

Overall I'm kinda in a slump. Hopefully things gather some steam soon, and I can actually go on a DATE again.

Mid-March update

Apologies for the long gap in entries, but I've been looking for work/starting new job for the last month, so that's my excuse.

Reporting on the developments of my last entry, the person whom I discovered was NOT in a relationship later revealed that she had been on and off again with a former teacher of ours, which I thought was kind of creepy. I haven't talked much with her since then, but I am still open to something with her, should there be an opportunity.

I offered to take the lady that I met on PoF out for a sushi dinner, but we haven't been able to nail down any sort of time to make it happen. She also explained that a part of the reason she has waited to meet since we first conversed on the site was because she was uncomfortable with her weight, and has been losing weight much to her satisfaction; she did mention however she likes "bigger guys", of which I currently fall into that category. Writing this makes me realize I need to get into the gym more often than I have been to get to where I want to be.

A former "flame" has been talking with me recently, and she's proposing we spend some time together. I don't know if anything long term would come of it but I'd be interested in finding out.

On another front, I was helping a friend move, one of the women I've known for years and had previously been interested in, and vice versa, and after I was finished I stopped in at a adult club for a beer and to watch the end of a basketball game. I got to know one of the dancers there (the best looking one that night as it turned out), and we're starting to become friends. She's single, and a little under a year younger than I am. Another dancer, when I returned a few nights later, gave me her number, which she unfortunately programmed into my phone with an extra number. She asked me why I didn't call on my next trip with my friend Joe, and I explained why, but we weren't able to get it taken care of before I left that night. That gives me hope though, along with the fact she asked me what days I had available to spend time with her. She's not as good looking as the first dancer, but she's a looker.

That's really about it for right now. I'll post a little more often hopefully, and let all you readers know what's going on.

And as always, please feel free to leave any comments or advice.